Hopeless Existence

Why bother going on with my life
Is there anything left
I want to disappear
To go away from all the pain
No longer will I be hurt
Or abused by those I trust
I hate myself on this earth
Just want to be left alone
People curse me and I sink deep into myself
An endless cycle, never ending
But now it will
My existence will end
As I drag the blade through my skin
Liquid bleeding a deep red